the few.

you guy. thank me now. thank me right now. had i been a whole lot more selfish and chose not to go home alone, i would have been a lot more intrusive. nevermind. going home alone is good. i got to angst a bit and reflect some more. whatever. don't care about much these days anyway. i've turned alot more heartless. talk to me and i'll probably give a rather cold reply. unless of course you are on the "not to act cold towards" list.

anyway. recently, i've drawn a girl on my book. its abit similar to the one on my template although i gave her a new and more relevant head. ben low has helped alot in the process, including the daring rescue mission of the book during a break in between lectures. she's happy. why is she happy? i don't know. if i knew, i'd probably know what to draw as a background because right now, the picture comprises of just the girl. ben low suggested she's happy because she's meeting her boyfriend. but she definitely doesn't have a boyfriend. of that, i am very sure. how? don't tell you. but if the girl did have a boyfriend, i'd be amused. anyway, i cracked my head during bio lecture. why is she happy? what would make her happy? is she shopping? no, she's not the kind. i drew a tree. is she walking through a park? no. too normal. is she in some desolate wasteland? getting warmer. but doesn't explain why she's happy. i draw a moon. does she like the moonlight and the stars? perhaps. but why is she happy to see the moon and the stars? it may mean she was so close to loosing all that was precious to her. i drew a portal. whats on the other side? what was so bad about the place that when she left it, she was so happy? i drew a world of chaos. i drew a world where the rules of our reality do not apply. getting warmer. did she meet anyone in that world? i drew in a figure hidden in the fog, whose silhouette was still visible on the other side of the portal. maybe she had a revelation, or maybe she narrowly escaped with her life. but i think she's happy now because she can bask in the moonlight again.